Post by Mom of Angel Chase on Oct 3, 2012 12:29:57 GMT -5
Hi to everyone...I never thought I would be in this position & I believe most of us thought that. On 03/22/12, we lost our special twin Chase. I am still having trouble with this aspect...I continue to hurt as I love him & do not want to forget him. Looking at his pictures, I cry because I want him here with us...knowing this will not be. My heart aches continuously over this and I feel I failed him no matter how hard I attempted to protect him. He was born with many medical conditions, but his BPD & the fact he ended up with RSV with the hospital allowing him to suck air for 9 hours before doing a blood gas & intubating him contributed to his death. Mind you he was born there & they had all his medical records. No matter how much I told this ER Doc that something else needed to be done, she ignored me...please bare with me....this is still a raw subject as Loyola should have done more, but now, this will not bring him back. They knew me here as I had more learned knowledge/logic than some of their fresh out of med school students, another thing they did not like & I stood up for my son, something you are suppose to do for your child, but this teaching hospital appeared to forget to teach their students that everyone is not the same, & some are like myself. My Angel Chase... I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!